I thought i was WonderWoman ( guess not).I never thought all those..”i’ll study later”,”let’s watch some t.v first”,”i’ll study tomorrow” will add up to this one big FUNBALL of not graduating this year.I thought ”Oh it’s not a big deal,it’s your first time”.Well now i feel like shit!.I feel like such a Failure(which i am).I am so disappointed in myself.I don’t even know how am i going to bring this up to my parents.Everybody in the family is expecting for”Brainy Genna” to graduate this year.I don’t even know how i managed to lie to them during this whole time that everything at school was/is going great.(such a fucking liar).I feel so bad.

& yet now Mom does not want me to stay another year here anymore she thinks it’s a waist of time & wants me to leave by the beginning of december.I need to apply for college & shit.I do not even know what to do or think or say i am just completely fucked & lost.I can’t even think straight anymore everyday  goes by with the thought ” What The Fuck Am I Going To Tell Them” .By the end of May i am going to be a DEAD CHICKEN!.

Dude..You are Fucked!